it's a girl!!

I'm not gonna lie, I wasn't super excited at first when we found out that were having a girl. Not because I wanted a boy, but because theres so much to worry about with a girl and girls get bullied all the time! Girls are mean to each other and that scares me because I love her so much already and shes not even here yet! And if anything bad ever happened to her I would absolutely be heartbroken! I can't stop staring at the ultrasound pictures, she has such a cute face and i just want her here so i can hold her in my arms! Everyone says I'm gonna want to put her back in my stomach when she's out so i should just enjoy this time while she's in my belly, but I know that I've already fallen in love with her and it hurts that I can't hold her now because that's all I want to do. Especially when I have a bad day. In my heart I know that to me she'll be perfect no matter what so I just wish i could fastforward time!

Excited for the ultrasound, I want to find out so bad! But not feeling very well about tomorrow.. oh well I guess there's nothing I can do about it. Have physical therapy after school, I have to get a belly band! Aren't those uncomfortable?? Anyways I've been feeling kinda weird lately (not just because I'm pregnant) & my ankles have started to swell.. that's great.. not.