falling apart..

i feel like everything's crumbling around me.. garrett has decided that he wants to go back to school early instead of being a father and connecting with his child. we just got into a huge fight over it and when we got to his house he got out and slammed the door really hard which made me cry. then he texted me and said that i fucked up when i didn't do anything wrong besides yell because i was mad. i think i've decided that i'm going to take a break from him until he gets his priorities straight but that's really hard.. my mom told him and his parents that money isn't an issue and that she would be happy to pay for everything until later if it means that me, garrett, and the baby can bond and he'll be here to help me during the day while i'm out of school since i'll be out for 8-10 weeks. i just don't understand why he would do that.. and i even told him well i guess that's your decision but i hope you understand what you're giving up and he said i'm not giving up anything.. maybe i'm just being hormonal but i don't think so...